I can't really tell if I'm sure about this or not. I feel like I'm kind of deluding myself, and other times I feel perfectly okay. I have a girlfriend who's going to college soon. We live a distance from eachother. I'm her first and only boyfriend, and have been dating her on off for years since last march, where we've been together ever since. I've known her since she was 12. I feel...worried, that somethings going to happen. She's got very few guy friends. She's gone to girls only school most of her life. I'm worried that something might happen once she's around guys all the time. I'm far away, so if anything happened, I probably would never know. She lives in a big city, if that's important to know. I've been cheated on before. And I can't trust my own thoughts, they bounce around a lot. Should I break it off? Am I just fooling myself into thinking it'll be okay for 4 years of college? I love her with my whole heart, and have given up a lot for our relationship. But I just can't deal with being alone for the same reason twice. Any advice, or realism is appreciated. I just don't know what to think.