I'm just going to say that as a result I'm either going to suicide, run away, or... live in these conditions (in which I self harm anyway..). My parents are trying to control my life, do everything for me, play me by strings like a puppet etc.. I think they need to back off my life and let me do what I want. Even if I don't make the right decision, they should still back off and let me breathe. Maybe then I'd actually learn something about life. What can I do? I just spent the afternoon being yelled at and crying. I need to get away from here and get help..