I am sick to death of my parents calling me weak and pathetic and useless, thinking that verbally abusing me is going to suddenly make me magically snap out of it!!!! And the worst thing is, there isn't a single friend or family member I can turn to!! My younger brother's bandwagoning on the "tough love" thing now! And my big fat f*ck of a brother and his girlfriend are f*cking liars!! They of all people should know what it's f*cking like! He especially has had arguments with my parents and has even gone to therapy in the past because of the way they verbally abused him when he was my age! And his girlfriend who has also had to go through the same sort of thing growing up, should know what it's like! They said they'd always understand and be there if I needed to talk but they're ignoring me and not doing anything to step in and help! They're in the other room while the rest of my family are ganging up on me and just sitting there while it happens!!! What will it take?!!! I just want somebody to talk to and there's not a damn supportive shoulder to lean on in my family! I have no friends! I just want somebody to listen! I'm honestly not a bad person!!! Why is this happening to me?!!! I can't take a whole lot more of it anymore or else I'm gonna snap!!!