So, I take a lot of meds for bipolar disorder. I still go to grad school and work and everything is "fine" but for some reason the summer just makes me depressed, and always has. I am one of those people who just like pills, and I found some Tramadol at my BF's mom's house, took some of it, maybe 10 of them, and can't seem to stop taking it. I really don't know if I'm taking it because I have a physical urge, or because I'm bored, or for some other reason. I found some on the internet and got it shipped overnight. I'm taking about 200 mg a day now and pairing it with klonopin over the course of the day, it makes me feel relaxed. Is this a good way to combat my anxiety and depression, or is it addictive? Does anyone have experience with Tramadol? I'm just wondering how serious to take this little pill party I've been having. Anyone's experience with this particular drug would be appreciated greatly.