what do you do when you know your going down hill and you ask for help, but no one answers? thats what happen to me. i feel suicidal and it has gotten to the point where i can't control the thoughts. i don't know what to do or where to turn anymore. i told my doctor about these thoughts and she basically just dismissed me. i feel like my live is not important. i just don't want to feel like a failure. i want to know that i did everything possible i know to help myself. i feel like going over to her office and confornting her, but knowing me i'll just probable get arrested. i'm just so fed up i want help but what the fuck. all those people that say suicide is a selfish act obviously have never been in that situation before. i feel so alone and fucking hopeless. all i can say is i tried i really did.