im such another person who feels soo bad since 3 years ago , i feel bad about EVERYTHING i hate my lifestyle this is everything? this is living? i hate the routine I've lost motivation about everything i feel soo empty i dont see any reeason to do anything ALL LOOK THE SAME im 18 years old , 18 years about anything id like to die , of corse ,but im so scared what is DEATH? i'll be fine ? what's after? maybe is WORSE , i dont know id like to know what do u think about that die or not?