I wish I had 'any' job. Why is life so cruel to me? 3 years waiting for a job that pays is not easy. I have worked as a content writer( for 3 days), sales associate in multi level marketing company (no pay,I was told lies), supervisor in a ice cream company (no pay, it was a small company going through loss), sales associate for the security division of a company(paid,left due to health issue), want to start a small medicine business (things are not going forward).I feel No joy and when a friend or two in general tell me about their office work, I feel they are damn lucky. Why me?