well? I am SURE I want to end it now. I'm not on here for people to ask me what's wrong or try to talk me out of it, please. But I am desperate because I just can't bring myself to do it, and it is NOT because I want to live. I have just always been a very fearful person and can never bring myself to do things. Earlier I was so close but I just couldn't take that final step. So what the fuck do i do? Where do I find the courage to do so? Another thing that puts me off is failing, although that's not much of a problem.