Every time I have been out with my girl - friends lately guys haven't so much as looked in my direction, but they are always interested in my other mates. It's really playing havoc with my confidence and I am feeling so hideous at the moment, so much so that I don't even want to go out anymore. :sad: I don't have a boyfriend to turn to who can make me feel better about myself or even any male friends I can confide in for a little pick me up. I've even found myself not eating because of it and I am all together just feeling pretty shit. I'm well aware of how stupid this all sounds. I guess I just needed to write it down somewhere and get it out of my system.