What do you do when you truly have no one who cares? No family, no friends, no co-workers, no neighbors, no one to talk to. What do you do when you have no insurance, no job, no car? When you have lost everything. What do you do when you REALLY have nothing to live for? Most people here have something to look forward to. How do you rationilize going on. Two years ago I had a life, a good job in the medical field, friends. I haven't had a family in a long time, they are gone. I was married for a while, that didn't work out. My inability to have children contributed to that failure and has been a part of my demise. I haven't left my house in over a year, I can't. Where do you go from here other than wanting to escape the everyday pain of living?