When everything that I see around me is a mess, when I've lost enjoyment in the things that I once enjoyed, where the one positive that was going for me is slowly slipping away. What does one hold on to? I guess this is just a post on wondering what one does when nothing seems to be going right and there's not much else to turn to. When one is "useless and doesn't serve a purpose in life, what do they do to change that. How do they make that difference or change for the positive? When all hope is lost, what does one turn to? I guess this is more just my thoughts that I wanted to vent out.