What do you feel when your life was miserable and you thought that you found someone who made your world shine, but you discovered that she was type of person you always hated? It happened to me. I was 16 when I found my first love. She was so sad when I met her and I just wanted to make her happy somehow. I had an accident when I was a child, so I'm not the gorgeous guy around. She ended up leaving me with no reason after a 1,5 year. Until the day before we broke up, she told me that she was so happy by my side. She made me believe that we could be together again. Days later I discovered she was dating two guys (One is her boyfriend now (a long time friend I never heard about before), but he doesn't know about the other one). Her friend told me that she wanted to have sex with one of them, but she doesn't know that she was a virgin. My heart was broken, but she asked for my friendship and I accepted, because I want her to be happy. I told her about my crappy life; I wanted to tell her why I preferred to be alone sometimes; that I will still be on her side after knowing all that stuff. She cried on the phone when I told her the details. She ended up lying again and again...pretending that she cared about me, but when I cried she laughed; she never introduced me to her family or friends and now she does that with her new boyfriend; she said that she couldn't go out with me because her parents would let her, but now she does. I guess she loves with her eyes and not with her heart.