What do you hate about being you?

Discussion in 'Mental Health Disorders' started by TheMightyWalrus, May 28, 2011.

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  1. TheMightyWalrus

    TheMightyWalrus New Member

    I hate the feeling of being nervous around people. I hate the feeling of feeling awkward. I hate the feeling of loneliness. I hate the thought that everyone's looking at me and saying what's wrong with him. I hate the way i look and feel when i look in the mirror and always hear people say im beautiful but just dont see it. I especially hate how sad i feel inside and never say anything about it to know one but my computer. I love my life and would never try to end it but i do not like these horrible feelings and thought's in my life.
     
  2. dazzle11215

    dazzle11215 Staff Alumni

    i hate feeling alone, even though i have many great and supportive friends
    i hate my body, that it responded when i was sexually abused as a child
    i hate being bipolar

    ... well that's about it...
     
  3. tweetypie

    tweetypie Antiquities Friend

    oooo so many things! i hate that i need medication to survive without loosing the plot. I hate that i have never ever felt normal.
    I hate that i binge eat for seemingly no reason. I hate that i feel like such a mess. I hate that i cant function like a normal human being i just dont know how ! I hate that i feel like a pretendy person and that i have a giant hole in the center of my being the list goes on but i dont want to depress you all ! !!
     
  4. Avarice

    Avarice Well-Known Member

    I hate my teeth; one sticks noticeably out and it makes me hate talking or smiling. I hate how I'm so short and have to look up to see people because of my glasses. I hate how pathetic and desperate I am. I hate that my cheeks are all hamster like and podgy. I hate that my eyebrows grow back so fucking quickly. I hate how my eyes ache when I wear eyeliner. I hate my podgy belly. I hate how I am so dull and boring that people no longer bother talking to me. I hate never knowing what to say. I hate the way my chin has a little line in the middle so it looks like a babys bottom in certain light. I hate how I look at certain angles. I hate my stupid stretch marks. I hate how oily my skin gets. I hate the way my nose crooks down like my mums. I hate how I just blend into the background. I hate being so paranoid. I hate having trouble sleeping at night.. I could go on all night.
     
  5. Mr Stewart

    Mr Stewart Well-Known Member

    I like myself. It's the world around me that's the problem. :grr:
     
  6. ZombiePringle

    ZombiePringle Forum Buddy and Antiquities Friend

    I like nothing about myself.
     
  7. johnsmythe

    johnsmythe Well-Known Member

    Yeah im with this guy.

    If I had to choose, itd be that I hate that im right and everyone else is wrong.
     
  8. Chargette

    Chargette Well-Known Member

    I hate being depressed. It knocks me out of the loop of people and keeps me from doing what I want to do.
     
  9. Growing Pains

    Growing Pains Well-Known Member

    This pretty much sums up what I was going to say without using the entire box to do it.
     
  10. Stripe

    Stripe Well-Known Member

    What do I hate?

    My crap feet that dont support my legs properly so my knees hurt when I walk
    My back that is potentially weakened for life
    My left elbow that is hyperextended with pretty much zero chance of healing
    My eczema
    My todger
    My sexuality
    My social skills (missing, presumed dead)
    My fear of being surrounded by people
    My explosive temper
    and finally the simple fact I am a fucking waste of space that should have been aborted as soon as I was known to exist.

    Other than that everythings groovy.:dry:
     
  11. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

    My total inability to finish anything :laugh:
     
  12. emotional_girl

    emotional_girl Well-Known Member

    I hate that my mother didn't love me, I hate that I didn't do well in school. I hate that I'm shy to the point that it affects my daily life. I hate that I got married at 18 to a man I didn't love because my self-esteem was just that low (wait...that one depends on how u look at it: If I hadn't married him, I wouldn't have my son and he's the most valuable part of my life; also, if I hadn't married the WRONG man I wouldn't have known what to look for in the RIGHT man, who I'm married to now). I hate that I was made fun of all through school to the point that now when I hear people around me whispering and laughing I think they're talking about me. I hate that I wasn't a better mother to my son. I hate that I'm not valuable or productive; just a waste of space. I hate that I have such a strong spirit of jealousy (jealous of others because they're better than me). I hate that after I lost 75 pounds, I gained it all back and then some. I hate that I can't get myself in the mindset to lose that weight again. I hate that because I quit working my husband is having to work so hard to pay all of our bills. I hate that I didn't go to college so when I do start working again, I'll have to work yet another job that I hate. I hate that I'm so depressed even though I have such a wonderful husband who loves me with all of his heart and who I love with all of my heart and I have a son who I'm proud of. I really, really hate that I'm hurting them with my severe depression and I hate to think of the pain I'll be causing them if I ever get up the courage to go through with killing myself. I hate that I've got such complicated problems in my life that I don't know how to untangle them. I hate that I was the one sitting beside my mother's bed when she died because now I'll have to live the rest of my life wondering if I had known she was dying instead of thinking that she was falling asleep, if I had called 911 sooner, would she still be alive. I hate that my body always hurts to bad due to rheumatoid arhritis. I hate that I'm always getting sick (headaches, nausea, dizziness).
    I'm sure I'll think of more later, but that's all I could come up with on the spur of the moment.
     
  13. icequeen

    icequeen Well-Known Member

    i hate how weak i have become, i hate that i cant fight. i hate the guilt i carry. i hate that today i smiled for the first time and the guilt it bought. i hate that i cant change things. i hate that i cant tell reality from dissociation. i hate that reality does not turn out to be realiy and you didnt notice at the time. most of all at the moment i hate that i am breathing.
     
  14. foreverforgotten

    foreverforgotten Well-Known Member

    i hate my mind. i hate that i always hate myself.
    and i hate myself. all the time. whether im a good
    person or not. or whether im selfish or not.
    i cant even tell what i am or who i am. you coulld
    tell me im a terrible person and your opinon would hold more water than mine.
    i think that im a selfish person. because im always trying to figure "myself"
    out.

    i cant finish anything i start. especially friendships.

    im ugly.

    and no one loves me.
    and i dont deserve love.
    because im a selfish person.
     
  15. ConfusedSilence

    ConfusedSilence Well-Known Member

    I hate the way I look and think. I hate the way I feel about the way I look and think. I hate how the nice guys rarely get a happy ending.

    Also, I hate my accent. I never pronounce my "t"s.
     
  16. lightbeam

    lightbeam Antiquities Friend

    I hate the fact that I am overweight, and cannot bear to part with it even though I am a diabetic.
    I hate the fact that I cannot seem to verbalize the fact that I need help.
    I hate the fact that when I tell my therapist my self-destructive behaviors, that he dismisses them, and says that he thinks I'm bored.
    I hate all the voices in my head that are trying to convince me to kill myself.
     
  17. nolonger

    nolonger Well-Known Member

    I hate me.
     
  18. Sleepwalk

    Sleepwalk Well-Known Member

    I hate that I'm fat. I hate that I'm broke. I hate that I'm lonely. I hate that I hate that I'm lonely because at one time that was the only thing I enjoyed about life. I hate that I can't get over my ex. I hate that I'm lazy. I hate that I constantly hurt. I hate that I'm here. I hate that I can't stay away. I hate that this is my 100th post on SF.
     
  19. OrganicPsycho

    OrganicPsycho Member

    Everything about me...
    MY MPHD
    My inability to be good to the people who love me
    My inability to talk to my parents despite the fact doing so would only shatter their fears with the even worse reality of everything
    You...you *insert very rude words*...I just want a chance...just a chance...he gave you one so just give me one...you can't let go of the past can you?
    How crap I am with people
    That I don't have a girlfriend and how unlovable I am and how ugly I am to boot
    That I hate going out and clubbing and all the things 'normal' people like
    What a failure I am in every respect
     
  20. Illusion

    Illusion Well-Known Member

    I hate being fat.
    I hate my big head.
    I hate that I don't really have a neck.
    I hate how awkward I am.
    I hate how shy I am.
    I hate how easily I blush.
    I hate how easily I loose my memory.
    I hate how my mind drifts away out of nowhere.
    I hate my constant back pains.
    I hate how easily I snap.
    I hate my Social Anxiety.
    I hate how jealous I get.
    I hate my big feet.
    I hate how I can't enjoy most social interactions with people.
    I hate how I regret 90% of the stuff that comes out of my mouth & how I constantly apologize to people.
    I hate that I love to complain & rant.. >___>

    etc....
     
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