I hate the feeling of being nervous around people. I hate the feeling of feeling awkward. I hate the feeling of loneliness. I hate the thought that everyone's looking at me and saying what's wrong with him. I hate the way i look and feel when i look in the mirror and always hear people say im beautiful but just dont see it. I especially hate how sad i feel inside and never say anything about it to know one but my computer. I love my life and would never try to end it but i do not like these horrible feelings and thought's in my life.