Hello everyone. I am new here. I was reading a few posts and i see that many of you have it far worse than i do. I don't have the problems like dead family members, broken heart or sewer depression. I am though depressed (at least i think so). I am mostly sad and unlike others i don't enjoy stuff like going out, get your drivers license or going to the sea. I am a loner, i do have friends but i prefer to be alone. I know i am different but that's not what bothers me, its the problem that i simply don't enjoy life. I see no point in my life, no reason to live, nothing seams to make me really happy. To me life is nothing more then "going with the flow", i don't have any dreams or plans for the future. Neither do i believe in a God or a afterlife. So if there is nothing to look forward to in life, if i don't enjoy it and if all i do means nothing since nothing matters when i die (since there is no afterlife), what reason do i have to live on? I never tried suicide nor did i plan anything but i think a lot about death. So i want to hear what you people think about me and my situation.