Hi....I am meeting with my doctor via zoom this week. I have decided that I need to lay it out there to him
that if it wasn’t for my family and my fear of hell, I would do away with myself. I have so much crap wrong with me...autoimmune, anxiety, depression, ocd, etc.....that it is just too much to keep playing this game day after day. I have hurt people and yes, I know they would be even more hurt if I kill myself but I will explain It all in my letters to them. I know I would ruin many lives, not to mention that I really want to live, but this is not living.
No, I do not have a plan..
Any thoughts as to what he may say or suggest? Without a plan would he hospitalize me?
Thanks.
that if it wasn’t for my family and my fear of hell, I would do away with myself. I have so much crap wrong with me...autoimmune, anxiety, depression, ocd, etc.....that it is just too much to keep playing this game day after day. I have hurt people and yes, I know they would be even more hurt if I kill myself but I will explain It all in my letters to them. I know I would ruin many lives, not to mention that I really want to live, but this is not living.
No, I do not have a plan..
Any thoughts as to what he may say or suggest? Without a plan would he hospitalize me?
Thanks.