Children are something else. So energetic! They have such a passion for the most simplest things. Sticking their tiny foot in your big shoe or running around the house with a toy car. Why do we have to get old? lol Most of the time children don't have to worry. They haven't felt real pain yet. Don't get me wrong. Some children have rough lives at the start and become a little messed up. It can never be rainbows and puppies forever either. Children see their parents hit each other because of stress, bills, etc. Sometimes kids are ignored too long or physically abused. I guess I just don't see why anyone would want to bring another person into the world. It's so horrible. The world is so screwed up. I've wished many times I could have been spared all of this. After all, it wasn't I who chose to exist. I guess I'm too old to cry about my parents' reactions to me coming out now. I should be over that. They've changed but still hold out hope that I will find a girlfriend. It's really hard to forget some of the awful things they did, but shouldn't I be over it by now? Hold up, maybe I'm getting off track here. I guess I just wanted to know how others felt about bringing another life into this world. To me it just seems cruel. I feel like I don't stand a chance in this world because of my health problems and it seems like there's a conspiracy to weaken damaged people. Maybe it's not so much a conspiracy but just the way the world works. Even when we're young that's when we first learn to be mean to others. Somebody did it to us and now we get even. We see someone else who looks weird and distance ourselves from them out of fear. And technology is so much different today and I know older people will definitely agree with me there. It's a messed up world and some of us really go through the meat grinder.