what do you think of my coping techniques?

this is how dyer my life has gotten....

pretty much the way i cope with my depression is i take ridiculous actions without giving a thought to the consequences. for example, i plan on growing marijuana because i think it might help my depression and give me something to keep me occupied. i chose marijuana because i smoke it anyways (never when I'm feeling to down though) and have friends that also smoke it, so i can give it to them. so anyways, my point is, I'm growing marijuana, and ignoring the risks because i figure the risk is worth the potential of having something that would make me happy. I can honestly say i have NOTHING in my life to look forward to, my life at 20 years old is effectively over. so now i shall over achieve at things just to make me feel good about myself. pointless thread hey?

 

Hi Ripx. I am a middle-ages male who has been taking prescription meds for
my mental issues since I was 19. I have NEVER found anything that even began
to alleviate my emotional pain. In fact many of the drugs caused me to become worse. There is a term for patients like myself and it is called being "drug resistent". Nothing works. Plain and simple.

Weed is the only thing that ever reliably brought me out of my funk. Believe
me I understand the appeal of Pot. When you are in pain you don't care where the relief comes from. My only advice to you is to not be careless about its legal status. Do what you have to do to make yourself better (wink, wink)
but don't be foolish about incurring legal consequences. Resist the temptation
to make a bad situation worse. Good luck with your situation.

 

thanks for the reply PDW.

 

hey,

i dont know what you mean with coping techniques, but at first i wanted to tell to be carful, because if you get busted its makes all worse..
so dont tell your friends where the weed comes from, the best is, tell nobody, because it is not worth to get problems with your driving licence or sth, because sby told the assholes..
so good luck and never forget, weed is not the answer, its the question, the answer is yes! so on..do what have to be done!
jm2c
best regards, curtis

 

Ripx how is your life effectively over at just 20 years of age?

 

see my othe thread for the jift of it.

 

Weed is good if its helping you but try not to overdo it. Ive known someone who went OTT and they started having attacks of paranoia and panic attacks in public places and now they need meds to stop them from freaking out. Its horrible seeing your friends wide eyed and scared because they have to get on a bus.

 

thanks for the advice, but i doubt your friends problems were from the weed. weed is the closest thing to heaven on earth, that why hindus worship kali LOL

 

i´m sorry for my ignorance but what are the coping techniques?

 

caring for the plants