Well, I am sixteen, and I am current going through a crisis where my sexual orientation is being questioned. But I still beleive in God, and I still think that, and beleive, that the bible is right, minus the whole eing gay is immoral. I might be speaking too soon, but I don't know much about sexual attractivness, it was introduced into my life just a year or two ago. But now leading to my question, when you gay or bi guys out there were a teen, did you hate god for making you what you are? Did you hate him for making you something that people will hate or even kill you for in todays society? Because it seems to me that alot of people my age that are going through this, seems to slowly fall down into depressions, and drink, smoke, cut themselves, ect.. to find peace. But I don't. I still beleive in god, I pray every day, I try not to swear, or say obsinities, and somehow I can push everything into the back of my head, and be just fine. I'm not depressed, I am not sad, I don't take drugs, drink, or do anything bad, and I have almost a 4.0GPA (straight As) in school, and I event ake a freaking advanced math course that three other people in my class of 100 people are taking! So my question is, were any of you gay guys out there like that, were you able to cope with it and put it all away, keep it all inside of you. And still manage to have a great time with friends, and get good grades, and beleive in god. Or did you hate god for what he did to you, and stop caring about life, and using substances and other affixiations to find peace. Please comment, and sory for the rather lengthy post, and sorry if there are any typos, because I don't really feel like fixing them, I think I am going to have an emmotional breakdown pretty soon. I never cried once for thinking that I might be gay for the rest of my life.