There's "living" but then there's being alive. I think many of us have only been alive and in a status of "zombieing" through the days like the walking dead we are numb to the world around us and each attempt to move past that is met with only boredom, frustration and ultimately depression. We all come to this site hoping to hear something that we haven't heard a thousand times before like "don't worry, things will get better!", Maybe in hopes of meeting someone that feels the same as us, someone that can help us to get through the day or even give us a reason to bother doing so..
Who knows, maybe I'm alone in feeling this way specifically, maybe the majority of people are content with just hearing the nice nice version of "get over it".
In truth I would not call myself suicidal because in order to be so then there would have to actually be a risk of me committing suicide. But I am definitely dealing with some major depression which puts me in the same boat as you lot; still alive and hating every minute of it.
Which brings me to the question in the thread title. What is it that you want out of life? What would make you happy or at least content. Don't be shy, I'd like to know
Who knows, maybe I'm alone in feeling this way specifically, maybe the majority of people are content with just hearing the nice nice version of "get over it".
In truth I would not call myself suicidal because in order to be so then there would have to actually be a risk of me committing suicide. But I am definitely dealing with some major depression which puts me in the same boat as you lot; still alive and hating every minute of it.
Which brings me to the question in the thread title. What is it that you want out of life? What would make you happy or at least content. Don't be shy, I'd like to know