Share your experience with it, how you cope with it, how you really don’t cope with it, when does it hit you most, for me probably when I have to go to sleep alone, share how you feel when you are lonely, how your body feels.
I haven’t really felt extremely , fully, deeply, lonely in years. Until now. When my boyfriend and I of almost 3 years , are on a break from the relationship. Investing so much time into someone and then having no contact, no other friends, and feeling utterly unwanted and a lot of other things. Creates this pit of loneliness, of a craving for a hug from someone you want a hug from, the warmth of a person, someones Voice, to be able to turn to someone and know they ll be There for u no matter what. Its all kind of gone now. Loneliness is debilitating, and I’m sure not only for me.
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As much as it does feel like an endless pit. I know I do have a day even if it’s once a month or once a year, where I can truly feel okay with being with my own self. Just surviving really but , it’s something.
I haven’t really felt extremely , fully, deeply, lonely in years. Until now. When my boyfriend and I of almost 3 years , are on a break from the relationship. Investing so much time into someone and then having no contact, no other friends, and feeling utterly unwanted and a lot of other things. Creates this pit of loneliness, of a craving for a hug from someone you want a hug from, the warmth of a person, someones Voice, to be able to turn to someone and know they ll be There for u no matter what. Its all kind of gone now. Loneliness is debilitating, and I’m sure not only for me.
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As much as it does feel like an endless pit. I know I do have a day even if it’s once a month or once a year, where I can truly feel okay with being with my own self. Just surviving really but , it’s something.