I remember some time back a gal was on here and she hired a hit man to kill her cuz she couldnt do it herself. Then, she had a change of heart and didnt want to die. Thing was, she didnt know how to get in touch with the hitman to stop him. So, is she still here? Is she still alive? Was or is this a true story??? I hope she is still alive cuz, well, I dont think anybody should take their own life anymore. Not even me and all my demons. I hope everybody here lives. I have made such progress because of this site, I am not really as angry as I used to be. Dont get me wrong, i still have all the hositlity in my head and could snap at any second but the "let it all out" forum has really helped me. Just putting my thoughts into words and not having anybody reply to them really did/does help me. Yall shoud try it if you dont do it already. I owe my life to this site. Thanks to all.