I'm trying to be more open and friendly, I really am. But you can only do so much when absolutely nobody is showing any signs of interest toward you. I'm in college, I live in a dorm with a couple of close friends, and don't get me wrong, I appreciate them, but that's two out of how many people on campus? I really try to talk to people, I try to be nice. But for some reason, I'm just that one person that everyone tries to shrug off as quickly as possible, as though I'm simply some sort of inconvenience. I've never had a girlfriend, only a stack of miserably failed attempts at relationships a mile high. I don't believe that there's that one person out there "just for me," as far as I'm concerned, a relationship can work between any two people, if they both want it badly enough. Funny story, though, everyone avoids me like the plague, whether it's for friendship or romance. I'm not sure what's wrong with me, but whatever it is, it's leading me to believe that more people would be glad if I died than people that would be upset.