I feel like nobody really cares about me or at least they just don't take me seriously. Its like I don't have feelings or I just don't matter as a normal human being. Why do people not ever think or care about other people. Mankind is a selfish place and those who do actually care have been hurt and let down so much they end up depressed, with problems of there own. I don't think I can ever like my self. My reflection makes me sick. The sad thing is I could never end it because I am too scared. Because I don't want this to be just it. But I wonder if this will ever be worth. If I didn't end what would I achieve. Happiness? in a world of liars cheats and arrogance. Creating something that nobody will ever appreciate. Sounds like hell to me.