I am struggeling to try focus on just normal tasks. Work freinds so on...... What do you see in life thats worth living for. I cant find any. I am stuck on a road with 1000 dead ends. And the road I need to find is not on the map. Even when I am with my closest freind I have known for 19 years, it still seems pointless. I wish I could just one sleep without worring. And just be happy. I think happyness is only for the lucky few.