Been thinking...
I once read this book, that was all about portals to other dimensions, if you approached the portal in the right frame of mind, and on the right angle, you could see it and use it...but most ppl are not in the right frame of mind, they dont believe, so they cant find the portals.
So im wondering if I die, does my soul try to find one of these portals?, or does the soul escape out of the body, and go into the ground fertilising other souls to be born?
If i die now, am I condemned to repeat the same life until I find a resolution for the issues ive had in this one...or am I reborn into a dog or cat, or something really awful, like something with a life of 10 days. I dont want to go through this shit again for fucks sake.
Do I go to hell? mmm but im agnostic, so perhaps if i dont believe in heavan and hell....I wont face either...then again that might mean im not reborn...and then again, perhaps your just worm food after all...
Ive also been thinking about the violence of it. If you die violently, perhaps your soul doesnt have enough time to escape?, if its really sudden, your just a ghost forever and ever...jesus that would suck.
So I plan out a death, thats peaceful, and gives enough time for my soul to escape...
I have this vision, of my death, a partial vision, every day. Its like its meant to be...a premination of that day.
I just know its gonna happen...
I once read this book, that was all about portals to other dimensions, if you approached the portal in the right frame of mind, and on the right angle, you could see it and use it...but most ppl are not in the right frame of mind, they dont believe, so they cant find the portals.
So im wondering if I die, does my soul try to find one of these portals?, or does the soul escape out of the body, and go into the ground fertilising other souls to be born?
If i die now, am I condemned to repeat the same life until I find a resolution for the issues ive had in this one...or am I reborn into a dog or cat, or something really awful, like something with a life of 10 days. I dont want to go through this shit again for fucks sake.
Do I go to hell? mmm but im agnostic, so perhaps if i dont believe in heavan and hell....I wont face either...then again that might mean im not reborn...and then again, perhaps your just worm food after all...
Ive also been thinking about the violence of it. If you die violently, perhaps your soul doesnt have enough time to escape?, if its really sudden, your just a ghost forever and ever...jesus that would suck.
So I plan out a death, thats peaceful, and gives enough time for my soul to escape...
I have this vision, of my death, a partial vision, every day. Its like its meant to be...a premination of that day.
I just know its gonna happen...