i leave behind tormet, pain, anger hatred, lack of sleep, ill will, jealousy, and the general discontent of humanity. My parents will live on, and so will my girl. She will find a better lifemate, one who can do a better job. The dept, will go on, crimes will be commited, and thugs will get their asses beat, nothing will change. My friends here will go and stay, and hopefully keep me in memory. One in particular, he must go on, and u all have to help him through this. I leave behind all posesiions to my mother, and step father, my dad ill prepare a place in hell ahead of him. Most of all, ill be transforming, into a new form, and i will see markus, and i will see others who have made the trip and prepared the way ahead of me.Oh no, im not going tonight, but im thinking what better fitting day than on my birthday.