Lately, i've been feeling like life is getting tedious and never ending!!! My body has become brittle and i'm starting to shake more and more, it's hard to even keep them still :unsure: I'm starting to hear voices...and yet i won't accept it and go to the doctor or what not and get checked. Whatever, live life day by day and hope the thoughts don't over come my mind and i decide to do something that i will regret!!! My whole family have been in the hospital for more than 1 night and i've managed to get out the same night that i got in (for trying to...) anyways, i don't know what i'm really going on about now...i just find it so hard to live now a days and the ppl around me aren't making it any better! i want to run away and run away far!! :sad: this was a weird conversation...(on a side note :biggrin: )