What I want to say

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Tigerlily, Aug 18, 2008.

  1. Tigerlily

    Tigerlily New Member

    I want to say so much, I want to share, but I can't. I'm so afraid she'll leave me if I do. I'm afraid if she knows I'm struggling, she'll say it's too much on me. I want to tell her that I'm sick of life, I hate it. I want to tell her I feel her hurt and cry for her every day. I want to say that when she cuts, it cuts into me and hurts so much. I want to... I just can't.

  2. itmahanh

    itmahanh Senior Member & Antiquities Friend

    It's so hard to get the words out when it is someone that we care so deeply for but in a way you just did. Could you not send her a letter just like you did here? You could truly express what you need to say without having to be face to face. Send an email even. I know it's not as personable as saying the words to her, but then it is still better than never saying the words at all. You'll both be better off having your true feelings out there and available for both of you to deal with than to bottle them up until they get out of control hun.