what I wrote in my notebook today

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by mortdesinos, Feb 21, 2011.

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  1. mortdesinos

    mortdesinos Well-Known Member

    Nobody cares about me
    Everybody hates me
    Empty inside
    Might as well be dead
    I have few or no friends
    Most tasks are difficult
    I feel like this too much of the time
    I lack energy
    My life is going nowhere
    I don't get many calls
    I hope I die
    I have no special abilities
    I have no worth
    Life is miserable
    I see no hope
  2. xXWhateverItTakesXx

    xXWhateverItTakesXx Forum Buddy

    Mort, I care

    <3 :hug: xx
  3. jxdama

    jxdama Staff Member Safety & Support

    we love you
  4. mortdesinos

    mortdesinos Well-Known Member

    Why do you care?

    What does that mean?
  5. xXWhateverItTakesXx

    xXWhateverItTakesXx Forum Buddy

    Why do I care?

    I care because you are a nice person in a place of darkness and pain. And nice people don't deserve to be there. And you need people to care to help you out and become the stronger person.

    :hug: xx
  6. mortdesinos

    mortdesinos Well-Known Member

    If I am weak, how can I become strong? I don't know if anyone can help me in the way I need it. I don't even know what I need other than to die.
  7. xXWhateverItTakesXx

    xXWhateverItTakesXx Forum Buddy

    Being weak is at the very base. We work our way up, slowly. Over time you will feel less weak and more able to win this fight. You need a lot of support, which you have here hun. And you need not to die, which is why I will fight with you

    :hug: xx
  8. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    WhateverItTakes is right. You may be feeling weak right now, but you can get stronger. There are people here to support you and help you through whenever you need it.
  9. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    I know what you are going through, been there, done that, wore the t shirt, things can get better for you. You can only hope now, but please hold on to that hope.
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