Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by Cananybodyhearme, Apr 11, 2016.
It is getting harder to focus.
It was my dream. I was glad to get the precious chance. But I didn't know, my body was not that fit to reach their standard. I failed. My heart was broken. My life is messed up now. No more hope. I hate my self.
What's going on? Can you be more explicit ?
Talk to us. What is going on hun? *hugs*
I am just afraid that I am not as sane as I was anymore. No more spirit.
Why do you feel that way hun? Please talk to us so we can help and support you better
I am afraid. I guess I will end up in dark future. I really want somebody to kill my self <mod edit - methods> I am really okay with that.... Really.
The fact that you are on this site surrounded by people who understand those feelings and are here to support you shows that you are sane. I know it's hard to feel that way when you are in so much pain, but you are still here and that shows enough. Please hang in there. I wish the best for you and I hope you feel better soon. We are always here to talk if you want to elaborate further.
maybe you're suffering from negative symptoms of schizophrenia? it's hard to say because you haven't said much. i can only recommend that you see a psychiatrist. i don't think psychiatry and positive symptoms of schizophrenia get along but the science might be better for helping with negative symptoms.
If you feel unsafe please call a crisis hotline or go into chatroom, call hospital ER ask for help. Its nothing to be embarassed about. You are important
Just know you don't have to fight this alone. We are all here for you and you are more than welcome to message me anytime. Do you want to elaborate on your issues? *hugs*