I'm worried that the one person that likes me, my writing professor, might not be available after the semester ends. I told him that I have social anxiety. If you want to know, here is a little background info. I am really worried about this because I have been thinking lately that if I kill myself, he will be sad because it would make him feel guilty that he couldn't help me. But if I can't talk to him or see him anymore will I have a reason to live? If he never saw me anymore, he wouldn't find out that I committed suicide. Before I have mentioned that the only reason I am alive is because the people I know would miss me. He is the only one that lets me know he cares and I would miss him so much if I didn't see him anymore. I know it might be weird to be so attached to your professor but I am. Would it be possible to stay in contact with him if I don't have his class? It might not be because he will be busy with a whole new set of students to worry about. I need him though :cry: I might kill myself without him. I would have no one to talk to anymore. No one to care about me!