I've been unpopular all my life. And I don't just mean "the popular kids picked on me"... I mean people I called friends picked on me. Even my very best friends could barely stand me. I thought as I grew up I'd grow out of it. But at 25, it seems like nothing has changed. I'm still horrible at social interactions. I seem to have enough social knowledge to understand I'm unpopular, but not enough to fix it. I seem to annoy or piss off everyone I meet. Even people who kind of like me say I'm argumentative, kind of a drama queen and annoying. I'm physically unattractive and I'm not good at anything. I am special in absolutely no ways.... I think the only people who would notice if I died are my parents. No one else seems to even notice or care that I exist, unless they're complaining about my existence. I even tried posting on my Facebook about how down I felt, and telling a friend.... Absolutely no one commented on my status, and my friend told me I was being stupid and over-dramatic, and chided me for "never listening to him." So why is suicide so bad? Why be talked out of it? What if you really are useless, a complete waste? Why do people always say," Well every life is important!" Why? Why is a life where no one cares about you, where you're ugly and awkward, with no talents or anything special about you... why is that life important?