I know what people might say. That I haven't met everyone in the world, that I can't know what everyone thinks, blah blah. But suppose I really have bad self-esteem because I genuinely deserve it. If everyone you've ever met doesn't like you, wouldn't you conclude that you are a bad person? What else could you think about yourself? Looking back, I don't think one person I know can stand my personality. Generally I'm very shy, which turns most people off to begin with. but even during my outgoing moments, it seems like I only make people dislike me faster. I'm constantly sticking my foot in my mouth over something. People give me looks like "what the fuck is this guy thinking?" in every conversation. Everyone else makes it look so easy. What is wrong with me? Even my so-called friends seem to only tolerate me until they can find someone more worth their time. Once they have no further use for me, they waste no time cutting me out of their lives. No one has ever considered me a close friend or trustworthy in any way. Women especially hate me. The women I thought were my friends treated me like shit. The women i wanted to be more than friends thought I was just creepy and avoided me. My family is probably the most disgusted with me. My parents clearly resent my life and everything I do. If they notice something i do, it's only to criticize. I can tell they wish I was somebody else, not the loser son that they have. Nobody else in my family cares at all. I have a personality that no one could love, or even tolerate for very long. Not that many people would even want to try. but those that do try are only disappointed very quickly. Even if I try to make friends with a fellow outcast of the world, they only find reasons to hate me. If you were weighing the odds, what seems more likely: that there is something wrong with me, or that there is something wrong with everyone else I have ever met? Because one of those statements must be true. I think it's obvious which one it is.