I have no desire for the future. I don't really have anything to look forward to in the future. And I don't say that in any bitter way. I just simply have no interest for it. I'm sleepy and tired, and don't see how that will ever change... What if I just don't think my life/my future is worth fighting for? I'm just too lazy, too disinterested, too tired that the thought of having to endure an entire lifetime stretching out before me really is annoying... What then?