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I can understand where you're coming from, my only friends exist on forums like this, and there aren't many of those either. But sometimes, it's on forums like this that you can find friends who will actually stop to listen to you, who care if you're having a shitty day, who understand some of what you're going through. When there's no one else, I turn to God. It sure is a one sided conversation, but I'm gradually finding faith in God again. Not trying to preach, just offering comfort, or what I'd find comforting, so I'm sorry if it offends you :smile: Have you spoken to a doctor, counsellor etc? Might be a good place to start to find some support. I hope you stick around, if you do I'm sure you'll find a lot of friends who care and understand. As for how do you keep going when you don't even know why, blind faith that things have to get better somewhere along the line :wink: If you need a friend, my pm box is open to you. :smile:
Take care.
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