I have a theory. Take suicide off the damn table. People here are so fucking obsessed with death! You think about it, you fantasize about it, you LIVE for cutting or hurting or crying. You indulge yourselves in pain and hurt and death. Take it off the motherfucking table! Don't you think that if you decided, once and for motherfucking all, NOT to even CONSIDER suicide (and I know it's not that easy, don't get me wrong...but let's say you SWORE to yourself and any God or anyone/thing sacred to you NOT to harm yourself), to pull yourself up by the bootstraps and start a new life, to do the things you've always wanted to do but never had the courage, to FIGHT for yourself, knowing that you could never EVER die no matter what...what would you do? How would you live? What would you change? Do it people! You have nothing to lose! Ask that girl out who you never thought you could actually be with. Shave your head. Get a tattoo. Be courageous! Live each day as if you could not possibly die. Be fearless.