What if we didn't realize we're all being USED in this "suicide forum"- those who are "suicidal" yet really have no plans to commit suicide? Think about all the "professionals" out there that are using this forum for their own selfish benefits. Writing a book, writing a thesis, writing an article- observing, evaluating, gathering information all for one reason. Why? Because they're trying to understand Borderline Personality Disorder. My posts? Hmmm...possibly paranoid personality disorder. I really don't trust so called "professionals" . Trying to get inside my head . I'll never have respect for them until they outsmart me. They're just using us. I know it.