What if?

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by swimmergirl, May 14, 2009.

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  1. swimmergirl

    swimmergirl Well-Known Member

    What if it is inevitable? Maybe I am just meant to kill myself. Why do I feel like this is pre-determined somehow? Why can't I give it up? Walk away, let it go. Live. damn it. live.

    But all I can think about is dying, ending this meaningless existence, it consumes me, all of me. I am so sick and no one can help because it is all in my fucking head. My heart is breaking, I swear I can feel it.
     
  2. Starkissed

    Starkissed Member

    Hey, I know how you feel. I really do, how you can't just turn away from it when people tell you you need to. They don't understand because it doesn't consume them every fucking day.

    I don't think you were meant to kill yourself, I don't think anyone is ever meant to but they just don't see a way out of it. I think you're strong enough to live, I really do. If you need to talk or anything, please don't hesitate to PM me. I am a great listener. :)
     
  3. fromthatshow

    fromthatshow Staff Alumni

    me too hun :hug:
    I'm glad you're hear sharing rather than acting out a fantasy of death.
    stay with us :heart:
     
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