Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by thaliapage, Sep 6, 2010.
what if i wanted to break
I think we all go through that at one time or another... or multiple times. I know the feeling.
The best description of that feeling I found was roughly like this: "The pain betrayed her in the end, pretending to be her friend, because it promised her it would all end."
Describes the feeling for me of wanting it to get THAT BAD it would drive you to end it all. I think this is what you're talking about.
im staring to thing that im looking forward to the breaking point. that its not just an abstract notion any more, it is defined, it has a place amoungst the real world. i could always, uptil now see beyound that point, or that it was in the distance with out a real figure or form. but now...
...there is nothing... nothing but emptyness, and im okay with that