What is going on?

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by LostInDarkness, Mar 26, 2012.

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  1. One day I feel pretty good, the next day I think about suicide. There is nothing for me in this world anymore. My days are always the same. Wake up, school, home, sleep. I might have already given up. Still I haven't killed myself yet. As time goes I fear that I just don't see any meaning in being alive and kill myself. I have these appointments with a specialist but they are useless. This might be the end...
  2. pppqp

    pppqp Well-Known Member

    my dear, have you been to any parties lately? going shopping or to a cinema? what do you like the most? just do it.
    you may travel to somewhere (alone or not) a bit more out of the way to simply have fun. treat yourself.
    i used to feel like you a few years back - getting up, going to work, sitting in front of a computer, picking up the phone, going home, going to bed..... these routines are draining yourself of energy.

    as for the specialist, he/she and you may not 'click'. finding a good pdoc or therapist who can understand you and make you feel better is a challenge. but once you do find him/her, he/she can be like your guiding light. maybe try to change a specialist? do not give up yet.

    my inbox and visitor message are always open, in case you need someone to talk to.

    take care

    *gentle hugs* :hug:
  3. GreenSky

    GreenSky New Member

    LID, as unbelievable as it may sound when you are feeling so low, there will be a day in the future when you will feel different, and you will look back and realize how shitty it would have been to end things then. I have been there and came through it, and I think it makes you a stronger person
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