Why is everyone ignoring me? I just want someone to talk to. Or at least for those i reach out to, respond to me. I feel fucking invisible. I thought i was a good person but either i am apparently not or it doesn't count for anything. I try to be understanding that people have their own shit to deal with and sometimes can't always be available. I was really making an effort to open myself up to people, to allow people to get close to me. Now i remember why i didn't. It's just let down after let down. Maybe my expectations are too high. Who knows. I don't. Fucking fuck.