I'm always been accused of trolling and I hate this. It even makes me more depressed. This thread is 100% honest, why would I lie on internet? Take time to register in a forum and post an imaginary story? It's how I feel right now and if you would have a bit of empathy you could feel the pain I feel waking up every morning. Again, this is not physical but other kind of pain.
why do you have to be with a "beautiful" female? why not one you admire, and adore?
And you dont want anyone to love you if theyre fat????
I wish I had standards that low but I have never felt a romantic urge for an ugly person (fat for example). That's why I worked myself and have a body of basically a fitness model, but I hate my face and there is nothing to change it and I feel the beautiful girls I love and desire will never want me and probably don't.
Don't call me superficial, read up on genetic attraction. Certain features in people trigger attraction and those features are usually facial symmetry, good body, etc....so don't accuse me of being shallow or superficial, if anything I am honest and I always will be.
You can't change my brain. Only thing that would make my life worth living is if a nice girl loved me and I could be in a relationship, but it's pathetic to hope for that