I have just had enough of it all. I went back to my former high school and when I went to sign in as a guest. The lady was a total ass and told me the teacher I wanted to see was out for the semester and would be back next semester. Then I get yelled at by an administrator for parking in front of the school. This town is full of pricks. I try to be a good samaratin and get shit for it. As for "so called friends", I called a few of them and they want nothing to do with me. I have absolutely nobody in this world. It is beautiful out today, the sun is shining. Yet it is dark in my world, cold and dark...very dark. I see no hope for the future. Depression is part of my life and it takes me further into the darkness.