oo: <--wow that's cool. Anyway, my life is just a virus. A perfect circle. I am the host of this virus, and it will go away once I, the host, die as well. My life is just stupid. Nothing bad happening. Actually, there's really nothing happening. I'm just a stupid 16 year old kid who likes attention. But seriously, I don't see any point to this circle, this life. I wake up at 5am, work out for an hour to get some endorphins to last through the day, go to school, restrain my thoughts, come home and do homework, and repeat. Some people say that you should just wait until something good happens. I have happy times, or kind of manic times. But it's just stupid. All the simple things in life that everyone says I should appreciate are just pointless. Why should I care? I'm gonna die anyway. So why do I live? What is the point? Every day just recreates itself, and nothing gets done. It just continues forever. I mean, I do things that are different each day, such as climbing buildings. But, I don't have any real friends that I can actually talk to about myself. No one cares about me really. It's all just a lie. It's to trick me into living. And it all starts over again. I think of dying and killing myself all the time. There is nothing great about being lonely. No one really cares for me. I keep obsessing over random people all the time, but I end up losing all my feelings for them right when things get good. Everything just repeats. I mean, let's make a batch file here. Code: @echo off :Life echo Wake up echo Go to school echo Think of killing myself echo Hold my thoughts in my mind echo Lock myself in my head echo Sleep echo Dream of stuff that can never happen to me goto :Life That's my routine. I try to be spontaneous, but nothing works. I'm never truly happy. I'm not needed either. I mean, I could just wait until I finish high school and then become a Marine, but I don't want to wait. I doubt anything will ever get better. Why don't I just die now, cuz I'm gonna die anyway? My life is a virus. It is a perfect circle. And there is no point that I can see. So, what's the point?