My life is a mess and it's all through my own doing i've lost everything i know it's not right 2 think about killing myself.I've tried the anti-deppresants and the councilling but what do u do when they don't work ? I'm tired of feeling this way.The best part of the day is when i go to bed because then i have the bit of hope that i might notwake up in the morning.I know i'm not the 1st person to feel like this and i won't be the last.I just honestly beleive i'm 1 ofthose people who are no good at life and no matter what i do it will never go right or good.All my life ive been a fighter and delt with things but there comes a point when enough is enough and whats the point??????