Iv never usually post on here but i read alot what other peoplr have to say. guess i always kind of feel stupid. i have had the worst few weeks ever. my whole world seems to have fallen down around me and i dont no what t do any more.Things will look like they are starting to get better then all of a sudden it is as if i hit the self distruct button and mess everything up. but what makes it worse it its usually my own fault and easily avoidable. but i never fail to do it. i jus really feel like i have had enough now..i just keep thinking about how much i want to end it all.