What? What am I worth, the things I love or the people I hurt? Crying alone, feeling alone. What's the point of this? Relying on others just to ignore that you feel like shit? Getting good feedback isn't going to solve the issues inside yourself. You have to get strong enough to face your demons. You have to survive on your own. You have to take control, become the masochist, take the pain. Take it all. Cover and hide it within yourself, conceal don't feel. Don't let anything show.