Hello everybody! I can ease things a bit and say that I'm not suicidal at the moment but I'm in a crisis. Since this site is pro-life, and suicide is not encouraged I want to know why is it worth living? Parents won't do for me because they are scum. Also on my teenage years when I was posting on the internet when having suicidal feelings some people responded that "you are just a teenager, you have a whole life ahead of you". My answer to that not just then but now is "Oh yeah? Then what should I do with this life?" I'm now 24 and still nothing. One thing I noticed when I was talking about people about "what I want to become?" (profession, career) and I said I don't know, they kept pushing "But you must have something you wish for, you dream of!" then I realized I don't...I don't have any dreams or wishes. Strange but true. If I say this then you probably will frown on me, but you may come to this conclusion yourself too: I just feel like chasing dreams is not worth it because I will feel indifferent if I complete them (or have a really short-term happiness) and will need to hold on to other dreams. I feel like dreaming and yearning feels better than having completed a dream. So, I'm asking you: What can you come up with, what constructive ideas do you have regarding "what to do with life?"