I feel so stupid - I panicked today and nearly flipped out just because I thought someone had deleted a programme off the tv that I wanted to watch! Why - it was just because this programme was about a person committing suicide! How stupid - I was worried because I wanted to watch it hoping to find a better way!Have I completely lost it, feel like such a freak. What is wrong with me???It can't be normal to be thinking about that option all of the time!!Has anyone else ever felt or thought like this? Or am I just loosing it??