what is wrong with me!?

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by aviewfromchaos, May 7, 2010.

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  1. aviewfromchaos

    aviewfromchaos Well-Known Member

    i just spent the entire day with my girlfriend and her family. it was great except for one little spat we had. i should feel happy. i should feel SOMETHING. instead, i'm sitting here thinking about ending it all right now. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME!?
  2. perry_mason

    perry_mason Well-Known Member

    i totally understanad what you dsaying but trust me nothings wrong with you..

    its just yo thihking about life or whatever.

    i used to have the best days of my life hanging about with aimeeee just doing stupid sutuff or whatever we did (i wishs o much i could remembrer evreything) but at the end of it even thouugh i was so happty adn she was making me feel so good i still wantedot die more than anything.

    actually sometimes the more happyp i was the more i throught i needed to kill myself atg the end of it.

    yeah thats proboably fucked up thi9nking but like i say, your just thinking about life of whatever, personally i wouldnt overthink it too much.
  3. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Nothings wrong it is hard because you had a happy time and want it to stay with you that all. you want that feeling not to leave.
  4. Stranger1

    Stranger1 Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend

    The way your thinking reminds me of one of the cognitive distortions (Emotional Reasoning )..It means you aren't thinking completely straight..You having self defeating thoughts.. You should see a therapist and talk to them about cognitive distortions.. When I started working on that I fit in almost all the categories.. She opened my eyes to the way I was thinking..Take care!!
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